how sad... so so sad...

why do people often misunderstand what i say? i don't know if its them or me.. but i just can't comprehend why people get affected with every word i say? am i that tactless? is it really bad to express what i feel? or even just to share the things i have encountered for a day?

what bothers me is that even when i'm away from them, they hear what i say (or should i say they get some gossips that i'm saying this and that).. i'm just so tired of explaining myself... why do i have to explain myself in the first place if i know that i'm not doing any harm to anyone? im so frustrated...

sometimes i just feel like shutting up.. but hello?! can i do that?! can i please everyone? can i really just shut up forever?