i am cursed!

friday
kit texted at lunch time and told me to meet up with him. so i took a bath, changed and picked kit and gabb at GCF. we went to tiendesitas and met up with ate kae. my metro-sexual guy friends shopped and then since we were at tiendesitas already, we decided to drink. so we stayed at a kubo and started to drink our mindoro sling (which we bought at ortigas so.. parang ortigas sling na ba yon? hehe) at around 4PM. Since ang aga namin nagstart, ngenge na kami at around 10? But i still met up with my cousin Tin and we watched Sukob. hehe. di ko mashadong nagets siguro kasi kinda tipsy na ako? but it was a good movie from what i remeber. hehehe

saturday
usual day. woke up, washed up, worked. night time came.. and my little gathering for my friends started. it was fun. my friends enjoyed the night. i had fun really. my barkada from highschool and college came and i really enjoyed each moment with them. :)

sunday
so the curse started. i woke up, washed up, went to dining to eat. while i was eating, i felt my right jaw locking. so i touched it and felt something. "namamaga ata?" so i told my tita what i felt and when she looked at me, she told me na namamaga nga.. so i looked at the mirror and nakita ko nga na "kinda" maga sha. tawa pa kami ng tawa because i was telling them na kakainin ko na lahat ng food na kaya kong kainin kasi baka dumating sa time na i couldn't eat anymore. so there.. nguya ako ng nguya until super sumakit na sha. fineel ko ulit ung maga. napansin kong malaki na sha. so tumigin ulit ako sa mirror. and there it was. my face! so maga! super maga yung right face ko na natakot ako.. at sa sobrang takot ko.. literal na umiyak ako! they were all laughing kasi crazy nga.. tawa ako ng tawa tas biglan sobrang iyak. inaaway ko pa dad ko na walang kaalam alam kasi feeling ko pinagtatawanan nya ako.. e ang panget tlga.. so di ko napigilan self ko. so we went to the hospital and sabi nga ni doctor na lymph nodes thingie nga daw sha.. so bili kami antibiotic and uwi. tas while pauwi.. napansin ng tita ko na dami kong pasa sa legs.. aba! at madami nga.. malalaki pa! tsk... at kung di pa talaga ako cursed.. my god! ang dami kong mapulang pimples! huhuhu. i really am cursed! so there.. wala akong magawa ngayon kundi magkulong. alam ko na feeling ni imang pag nipapatayan sha ng kandila.. literal sabi ko sa pinsan ko na hanapin nya kandila ko.. kasi feeling ko tlga may nagpatay. nakakatakot! :((

so now, eto nagkukulong ako sa room. nagdadasal. naghahanap ng kandila. sana matapos na ang sumpa! hahaha! :)

Maie "TO DO" list

1. quit smoking
2. lessen drinking (at talagang di pa itigil nalang haha!)
3. save!!!
4. go to europe
5. go to church traditionally
6. start my own business (kahit ano.. basta my own! haha)
7. be organized
8. try using the "heart" rather than the "head" for a change (as if kaya ko! haha try nga e! haha)
9. be more tactful
10. stop complicating things
11. be more obedient
12. go back to being spontaneous
13. work hard but party harder
14. stop making things negative when they are positive in reality
15. just continue being happy!
16. think of more "meaningful" to do's :)

Thanks to all the people who greeted me a hafee burfday! i really appreciate it! mahal ko kayong lahat madaming madami! :)

surprise! :)

this is like the best burfday ever! my barkada came here sa haus at exactly 12 midnight to greet me a hafee burfday! ang fun sobra! although i was teasing them already that they will actually give me a surprise party, i didnt expect them to come literally on my birthday. i really was suprised in fairness! haha. i thought they were gonna surprise me on a more convient day like friday or saturday.. but no! the effort.. to think they all have work tomorrow! grabe! im so touched! super tenchu talaga to ate kae, louie, fidji, gabb and aimuel! :) i really love you guys! and get this.. they bought me a cake.. guess what kind of cake? as in a tamahome cake!! wow! im not gonna eat that damn cake! he's just so gwapo! thanks sobra! oh yeah.. tin, super thanks din for the pangungulit para di ako makatulog! haha super funny yun in fairness! :) again, i wanna thank you guys for a super memorable burfday! "tama na yan.. inuman na!" :) mahal ko kayo madaming madami! :)

good vs bad

is it really difficult to appreciate one's positive actions? why is it that people easily see and react to the negative actions other people do rather than notice the good ones? is it human nature or just how people are used to deal with things? i think its unfair.

i hope somehow we realize that the more we ignore the good deeds and just react to the failures of a person, the more it would be difficult for that person to work on being better. what's the point of doing good if no one notices right?

i guess for the people who are experiencing the same, you just need to find motivation to be better from somewhere - like from yourselves. remeber that you are the writer of your life. no one can and should write it for you.

hell weeks are over (hopefully)

grabe! i can call the past few weeks as my hell weeks tlga!

so i had problems with my DSL which really pissed me off as i wasnt able to work @ home. and last week.. can you imagine? my laptop gave up on me! as in it was hanging all the time that restrained me to work efficiently tlga! hello? my work is this laptop! if it stops functioning, even if i want to work, my gawd! i will stop functioning tlga! hahaha.. but thanks to my super helpful teammates (april who worked a little over her shift and kaye who worked a little earlier than her shift to help - parang sila na ung nagwork during my shift no? haha exage! may nagawa naman ako... although badtrip kasi yung iba kong deliverables di ko nagawa! haha). so who solved my laptop issue? shempre ang isa ko pang teammate na si Marlon! haha.. o diba? im so lucky to have my teammates?! hahaha :)) i told them last week nga na pag eto, di pa naayos.. gosh.. ako na tlga masisira! di na mga gamit ko! hahaha

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maie: sowee.. di me nakakatext.. super busy kasi tlga.. bat ka pala nag-call?
tin: wala lang.. miss na kita. pano ba punta jan sa bago mong nilipatan? bat ka super busy? ang mga tao.. twing dec lang busy. tao ka pa ba? hahaha
maie: di ko lam pano turo kung san ako lumipat e! haha. ang dami kasing sira kaya super busy.. at tama ka.. di na ako tao! robot na ako hehe
tin: sa sat ba busy ka?
maie: sa gabi di na. y?
tin: kc punta sana ako jan sa sat.
maie: aba! bago to! inimbita mo self mo! hahaha
tin: haha! kainis ka! nangasar pa! miss na kaya kita.. malapit na bday mo kaya emotional ako..
maie: haha! ang kapal nito.. ako magbday pero ikaw ang emotional?
tin: haha! baket ba? e gusto ko e! miss kita e.. di mo ba ako miss? ayusin mo sagot mo.. emotional ako!
maie: aba! at nagwarn pa. kahit walang warning ang sagot ko naman "shempre hindi" haha! joke lang.. shempre miss din
tin: cra ka tlga! haha. ready ka na ba ma-highblood? kasi pagnakikita mo ko for some reason nahi-highblood ka e!
maie: aba sakto ka! ang tagal ko ng inis sa mundo at di ko sha nabubuntong.. tamang tama.. may pagbubuhusan na ako ng galit! haha ready ka na ba?
tin: ay natakot ata ako.. busy pala ako sa saturday. next time nalang kaya? haha! ako pa? kelan ko ba inurungan yang saket mo? haha
maie: yan ang gusto ko sayo e.. ayaw mo nun? super important ng role mo sa life ko... stress reliever kita! hahaha

hay tin, namiss tlga kita! :) see you on sat! we have a lot to talk about as in! :)