goodbye blogger

starting today, i will be using my multiply blog. why? para di na madaming sites kelangan puntahan! katamad na ha! hehehe. but i will miss my blogger... (as if naman lagi ako nagpopost?) haha. anyway, you can check my multiply account: http://crazymai.multiply.com/

I'll see ya there! :-p

the famous question

how would you know if a person likes you, when you are super close (a.k.a. barakada)? (answers coming from different people)

1. When the person asks you out all the time. - duh? e barkada nga kayo e! malamang ask ka nya always. Fine. When the person asks you out pero 80% of the time, his/her focus is with you. The person always sees to it na you're ok. And the person always sits beside you.

2. When the person gives you extra attention than others - how would you know? Basta malalaman mo lang yun kung di ka manhid. - uhhm. di ba assuming ka na nun if isipin mo na gusto ka nya because of the attention? basta, iba ka nya i-treat kesa sa iba sa barkada mo.

3. When the person texts/calls you all the time or at least takes the initiative to talk to you once a day - hello? barkada? malamang nangyayari un! basta iba. yung may extra effort on his/her part!

4. When the person is "touchy" - define touchy? e pano kung malambing lang shang person? sige erase erase...

5. Ask the person "may gusto ka sakin no?" and he/she will answer "oo meron, baket?" and you will say "e kasi may gusto din ako sayo e" and parang joke lang na walang nangyari.. and that night, he/she will text you.. "yung sinabi mo ba kanina.. totoo ba yun?" - haha! scripted naman nitong sagot na to! hahahaha goodluck naman diba?

6. Style: Ask the person who he/she likes sa kabilang table. After that, ask him/her "e sino naman gusto mo sa table na to?" - haha! style mo bulok chong!

7. Just wait for the person to tell you he/she likes you. Don't assume. Don't dwell on it. - hanggang sa tumanda kayong dalawa? Hanggang sa magka bf/gf sha? Wala bang limit yun? Like until when ka magantay? Wala! Magantay ka lang! - wow chong! hassle!

8. If he/she is really serious, papaalam nya agad sayo yun.. so be patient! - chong, di lahat ng tao patient! Usual sa tao ang maging "sigurista", di gagawa ng move hangga't di nya alam na kahit papano, may chance. - e pano nya malaman may chance? Putik, problema nya na yun! Baket ko pa puproblemahin? - haha. may point ka!

In short, there is no one way to know if a person (lalo na when that person is your barkada) to know if he/she likes you unless magsabi sha.. so, just let it be.. don't assume, don't expect.

crush it no more :-p

i went out with my girlfriends yesterday. we were talking about this "crush" thing and realized that it is super stupid! haha. i mean hello? im not in high school anymore! maybe i felt something.. but thinking about it now, i think it was just nothing..

sometimes you feel 'something' for a person because you are assuming that he is feeling the same 'something' for you. you assume this because of some of the other person's actions and because you want to believe that there is definitely 'something going on'. and after you realize that the feeling is not mutual, it's just really easy to let it go.. come to think of it.. its just a "crush".

my point? NOTHING! :) i guess my cousin is right. i just wanted to feel weird, confused, problematic of something because it has been a long time since i have actually talked to them about what's bothering me. maybe i just made this all up to spend time with my girlfriends and for them to give me some love! :-p

Weird thing - they call "crush"

Hay.. so its been like forever since i last posted anything here. Why so? Simple.. I've been busy and therefore there weren't much interesting things to be posted here than my routine (wake up - take a bath - drive - work - drive - shower - sleep). I'm not saying though that for the last months i have not posted here, my life was nonsense..there were ups and downs, events which were worth remembering, but i guess my point is i was just so damn BUSY to write anything non-work related. But since I am in the mood, i just thought i'd give an update on what's been up lately? :)

Well, I think I've been having a "crush" (eeew... old school sobra! pang high school lang yan! haha) to one of my closest friends. And the problem is, because it has been a very, super, exaggeratedly long time since i last had a crush, i don't know how to handle the situation. It's just that it's natural for me to be "ilang" to that person once I've realized that I like him (i guess this holds true to others too?). So the problem is, i might have been acting strange to that person that he now knows that i like him! (hassle!!!) And super nakakahiya diba? Hahaha! Non-sense! Anyway, I am just thinking now that I should just let it go.. not because he might now know i like him and super dyahe yun, but because I don't want to ruin our foundation. I mean hello? He is like one of the people I can really talk to about anything. Sayang naman if because of my weird thing for him, that closeness disappears. I've been there.. so dapat I know by now na di dapat. Here's the thing, i had this "bestfriend" for the longest time (like bestfriend ko sha since grade 6?), and when we went off to college we like felt that the "platonic" thing isn't working anymore.. so we decided to go to the next level.. the thing is, it didn't work out for us.. so now, we're not even close anymore.. we aren't enemies or whatever.. but the closeness isn't there na. So, looking back, i kind of regret that we tried to be a couple. But what if it didn't work out because it wasn't the right time yet pala? Hay.. i dont know why im getting stressed right now in the first place.. e like ko lang naman sha? So what diba? E di i like him! tsk.. non-sense! As i've said siguro nga I'm like this right now kasi it's been forever since i last had a "serious" crush on anyone. But, what the hell! Let it go man! As if!

So, wala lang.. non-sense lang ;) (minsan na nga lang ako mag-post, i chose to be non-sense pa no? haha. whatever tlga!)

play by my rules man!

no more games. im done playing. im too old for this.

i know this was what i wanted. no strings attached. just have fun. play the game nice. and i am still sure this is what i want. the twist? i want to play it by my rules.

still wanna play? let's play by my rules man!